Thursday, June 28, 2007
Salam Jumu'ah.. :)
Jazakumullahu khayran kathiraa kepada semua yang sudi menjenguk blog drnehar.blogspot.com and wishing all the good wishes to Baby Caliph! :)
Now, in return, Baby Caliph, Ummi and Ayah would like to reply all the comments given.. :)
Ibnuhassim: Alhamdulillah, dah lama berblog sejak zaman student lagi.. Tapi masa tu jiwang2 karat sangat... hehe. Buat masa ni, jiwang2 dengan suami ajelah! ;) Tak dapat lah Huzaifah nak sama BOD dengan kakak Afaf (sepupu pompuan Huzaifah) .. tapi, sama BOD dengan the twins (sepupu laki Huzaifah).
Ummu Amaani: Alhamdulillah, debaran menunggu kelahiran Huzaifah terlerai dengan tangisan pertamanya atas dada Umminya.. :)
Fatimahnur: Terima kasih Fatimah... :) Comey n putih ikut Ummi Ayah dia kot?? hehe.
Bayu Pagi: Terima kasih atas emel yang dihantar... :)
Iman: Terima kasih Iman! Meh lah datang rumah jumpa dengan Huzaifah sebelum ke 'oversea'!!! :)
Fatma: Terima kasih Fatma for all the supports you have given throughout! :)
Shima/mecha: Thanks! Siapa ye ni?? :)
asma: Jazakillah khayr...
pelangi: Terima kasih... Siapa ye ni?? Rasa mcm kenal... :)
ciksarah: Terima kasih... oh ye ke?? Happy belated bday! :)
wanda: Alhamdulillah, comey anak aku.. :) Ikut muka sape lagi??? Takkan muka hang kot! hehe. Meh la KL.. Huzaifah pun nak jumpa Unty Wanda!
Mynie: Thanks a lot! Need a lot to learn on motherhood!!! :)
Baiti: Terima kasih Baiti! Ha ah.. Finally dah selamat terkeluar Huzaifah dari perut Ummi! :) Huzaifah memang hensemmmm!!! ;)
mardhiah12: El keluar hospital Sabtu tu jugak... So, kalau pergi hari Ahad, takkan jumpa el jugak.. :)
Kak Lia: Terima kasih kak lia! Nanti ada rezeki el letak lagi gambar2 Huzaifah bagi Kak Lia tersenyum lagi.. ;)
KaaMyl: Ramai yang birthday 16th June ni!!! Huzaifah's year 2007. Huzaifah's twin cousins, Afdhol and Arsyad were in 2006. And Syameel's 1997!!! :) We celebrate together2 la nanti.. hehe. Ada rezeki kita jumpa kat Kelantan! :)
sueloveart: Thanks! :)
HuDa: Alhamdulillah... Nama dia Wan Muhammad Huzaifah. Muka macam siapa, tak sure la.. hehe
Ati: Thanks Ati for dropping by.. Another birthday together2... with Cill@ Din! :)
Huzaifah and their cousins had the same birthdate... While Huzaifah was still fresh newly born on the 16th June 2007, Afdhol and Arsyad turned 1 year old on the same day! :) My brother and I had the same birthdate as well, 25th February. When Abangalong turned 1 year old, I was his first gift! hehehe. WALLAHUA'LAM...
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Jazakumullahu khayran kathiraa alaikum... :)
Atas segala wishes/du'a/comments on Baby Caliph...
Well, from now on, we can start calling Baby Caliph's new name...
WAN MUHAMMAD HUZAIFAH BIN WAN MUHAMAD SALAHUDIN
Latest gambar "Huzaifah botak" tak boleh nak upload la.. Suspen untuk aunties and uncles.. ;P hehe
Monday, June 18, 2007
Alhamdulillah, syukrillah... My Baby Caliph is already borned on the 16th June 2007 at 04:55am at Hospital Serdang. He weighed 2.91kg. Borned as normal delivery.
Will update later.. Baby Caliph's calling.... :)
Jazakumullahu khayran kathiraa for all your dua's... :)
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Dari tengahari aku keluar...
Berjalan dengan ayahanda menghadiri kenduri-kenduri kahwin...
Dan menziarahi pakcik dan makcikku yang dah lama tak ketemu...
Malamnya, badanku terasa penat...
Aku mahu melelapkan mata...
Tiba-tiba saja mataku berair...
Bantalku basah dengan tangisan...
Aku terasa sedih yang amat...
Terus, aku bangun dan bersolat hajat...
Menghayati maksud surah Al Fatihah...
Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.
Segala puji tertentu bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbirkan sekalian alam.
Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.
Yang Menguasai pemerintahan hari Pembalasan (hari Akhirat).
Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang Kami sembah, dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan.
Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus.
Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau telah kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang Engkau telah murkai, dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat.
Sama2 lah kita hayati maksud Al Fatihah...
Jangan berputus asa denganNya...
Dia Maha Mengetahui...Maha Pemurah...Maha Mengasihani...
Monday, June 04, 2007
Wey, ayah mertuaku telah kembali ke rahmatulLah pada jam 0230 pagi tadi, 4 Jun 2007...
Innalillahi wainna ilaihi raji'uun...
Alhamdulillah, Abang sempat sampai di rumah Pasir Pekan dalam pukul 12 tengah malam... Abang sms, Wey nampak tenat. Shallow rapid acidotic breathing and tak sedar2 dari pagi. Mujurla Abang balik dengan flight and selamat sampai malam tadi walaupun, cuaca hujan lebat dari KL...
Pukul 0240pagi, Abang telefon dan bagitau, Wey dah pergi pukul 0230pagi...
Disebabkan penat badan kerana siangnya El sibuk pergi kenduri kawin dan banyak berjalan kaki sampai sakit kaki... jadi masih tak terasa apa2 di hati...
Pagi tadi, bila Abang sms... nak mandikan jenazah... Terasa sayu, sedih sangat dan menangis... kerana tak ada kat sana nak tengok Wey buat kali terakhir dan temankan Abang yang pastinya tengah sedih... Kemudian, Abang sms lagi update dah siap mandi dan Abang nangis bila teringat masa mandikan Wey masa Wey masih ada... Laju saja airmata mengalir...
Mintak Abang ciumkan Wey untuk El n Baby Caliph... Tapi, Abang sms, Abang tak nak cium takut nangis lagi atas jenazah. Tapi, El mintak Abang ciumkan Wey untuk El n Baby Caliph yang tak dapat tengok Wey untuk kali terahir... Akhirnya, Abang akur...
Wey dah selamat dikebumikan pada pukul 11:55 pagi tadi... Abang masukkan dalam liang lahad...
Selamat kembali ke rahmatulLah Wey...
Semuga roh Wey digolongkan di dalam golongan orang2 yang soleh, beriman dan muttaqin... Ameen.
After marrying my husband, I hardly know Wey actually. He was having Parkinson's disease and everything that he did was slow. He walked, talked, ate slowly... I couldn't understand what he was saying sometimes... But he recognised me as Abang's wife... We didn't get to know each other closely... but Abang reminded me always that Wey knew me and he didn't expect me to do more for Wey... Eventhough I didn't get to know Wey hardly, after his loss, i felt so sad and tears warmed my eyes... I missed him and I hope that he will forgive my weakness of not being a good daughter in law to him... WALLAHUA'LAM....
Farshi Al Turab
- Dust is my bed
compiled by Mutma'inaa
فرشي التراب يضمني وهو غطائي
حولي الرمال تلفني بل من ورائي
واللحد يحكي ظلمة فيها ابتلائي
والنور خط كتابه أنسى لقائي
والأهل اين حنانهم باعوا وفائي
والصحب اين جموعهم تركوا اخائي
والمال اين هناءه صار ورائي
والاسم اين بريقه بين الثناءِ
هذي نهاية حالي فرشي الترابِ
والحب ودّع شوقه وبكى رثائي
والدمع جف مسيره بعد البكاء
والكون ضاق بوسعه ضاقت فضائي
فاللحد صار بجثتي أرضي سمائي
هذي نهاية حالي فرشي الترابِ
والخوف يملأ غربتي والحزن دائي
أرجو الثبات وإنه قسما دوائي
والرب أدعو مخلصا أنت رجائي
أبغي إلهي جنة فيها هنائي
Dust is my bed, embraces me and it’s my cover now
The sand surrounds me even behind my back
And the grave tells a dankness of my affliction
And the brightness draws a line……………
Where is my family’s love? They sold my loyalty!
And where is my group of friends? They left my brotherhood!
Where is the bliss of money? It’s behind my back now
And my name (reputation) where is it shine between praises
This is my end and this is my bed
And love farewells its longing and my elegizing cried
And the tears went dry after crying
And the universe became narrow and so is my space
And the grave became my ground and sky
This is my end and this is my bed
Fear fills my estrangement and sadness is my illness
I expect firmness and I swear it’s my cure
And for Allah i pray faithfully, you are my hope
Allah! I desire heaven, to find bliss in it
And for Allah i pray faithfully, you are my hope
Allah! I desire heaven, to find bliss in it.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Syukur Alhamdulillah... It's going to be 38 weeks tomorrow... And, syukur for a memorable experience Allah made me go through for the past 1 week...
BABY CALIPH STILL NOT OUT
Yupp! My Baby Caliph still not out yet for some reasons... When it was not the time for Baby Caliph to come out, Baby Caliph wanted to come out at only 28 weeks and 35 weeks. However, not Baby Caliph is reaching 38 weeks and still, no signs or symptoms that Baby Caliph will pop out any sooner... I wonder why?? Maybe Baby Caliph decided to stay in Ummi's womb a bit longer after making Ummi admitted to the ward twice!!! hehe. Well, I'm just hoping, praying and making du'as always Baby Caliph will pop out safely with somebody around and that would be Baby's Caliph Ayah... AMEEN.
WEY'S NOT WELL
My father in law was bed ridden for quite sometimes already. But he was getting worse last week. He couldn't eat/drink. He couldn't turn by himself... He was also having high grade fever and not settling even with antibiotic... It was very sad to hear Wey's condition over the phone from my husband. Syukur, my husband's siblings who were studying/staying at KL/Kuantan/Ipoh/Johor could come back to the house in time... They didn't want to bring Wey to the hospital seeing Wey's bad condition... So, my husband as a doctor in the house gave IV drip to Wey for 3 days and later on, he and the others decided to feed Wey through the Ryle's tube (a tube inserted through the nose so that we can feed him with milk, at least). I felt guilty not being there to help out anything with Wey, but I'm myself not manageable... Just doa and pray for Wey... the least I could do...
It had been long since I got tested from Allah... The last was maybe during the time I just got married... SO, finally, the BIG TEST came... Alhamdulillah...
It was Wednesday and my husband sent a sms saying that he was in bad mood after came back from work. I was at the immigration settling with my new helper's procedures. Alhamdulillah, we'll just have to call the immigration this week and get the exchange of majikan's name. Anyway, during the evening and at night, I tried to call my husband at 9:30pm for so many times. However there were no answers at all until at 10:15pm.. I tried to call his handphone, the house and my mother in law's house. My mother in law said she also tried to call but there was no answer from my husband. I was getting worried. I tried to contact Dr Nida and asked her to contact her husband to check out my husband at home. Her husband was oncall, but he already asked someoneelse to check on my husband... I was crying in heavy tears... and my pillow was soaked with tears!!!
Finally, my husband called at 10:15pm and said that he was sleeping. He was tired and put his phone in silent mode! I was so sad and worried! If anything happen to him, nobody knows... and if I were to deliver during that time... How could I possibly contact him???? :(
Since he was at my in law's house, he said that he would call me later. So, he called me after midnight. I was tired crying. When I answered his call, I couldn't hold my tears and I couldn't talk much... Then, later, he told me that Wey was not well. He said that there was possibility that he couldn't make it to visit me at KL during the weekend. Early last week, he already booked the flight ticket to come to KL last Friday morning. I was sad and crying but at the same time I knew that my husband couldn't do much about the situation...or UJIAN... :(
The next day, Thursday, my husband had to be oncall. I was still sad over what he told me the night before. My eyes were swollen!!! I couldn't open my eyes properly when I went to the antenatal check up at Hospital Serdang. I was telling my little brother about what happened. He later on bought me ABC to cheer me up! I felt better after my twin told me to be patient and made me realise that this is the UJIAN that I have to face... and syukur Alhamdulillah.. later that day, I could accept the fact that my husband may not come to KL to visit me. He had bigger responsibility to his father who's not well. He just couldn't leave Wey like that.... He called me that night and told me that he was not coming....
I read the story of Siti Hajar being left by her husband, Nabi Ibrahim at Mecca alone with Nabi Ismail... It made me realise a lot of things and one of it is, Ujian orang lain lagi hebat dari apa yang aku hadapi!! Since it was Lailul Jumu'ah, my family had solat hajat and read the surah Yassin together. After that, I read the qur'an and that morning, solat tahajud and solat hajat.. and pray and du'a for Allah's forgiveness and not to make me feel sad knowing that my husband not coming to KL...
(to be continued... ngantuk nak tido....)