WEY KEMBALI KE RAHMATULLAH

Assalamualaikum...

Al Fatihah...
Wey, ayah mertuaku telah kembali ke rahmatulLah pada jam 0230 pagi tadi, 4 Jun 2007...
Innalillahi wainna ilaihi raji'uun...

Alhamdulillah, Abang sempat sampai di rumah Pasir Pekan dalam pukul 12 tengah malam... Abang sms, Wey nampak tenat. Shallow rapid acidotic breathing and tak sedar2 dari pagi. Mujurla Abang balik dengan flight and selamat sampai malam tadi walaupun, cuaca hujan lebat dari KL...

Pukul 0240pagi, Abang telefon dan bagitau, Wey dah pergi pukul 0230pagi...
Disebabkan penat badan kerana siangnya El sibuk pergi kenduri kawin dan banyak berjalan kaki sampai sakit kaki... jadi masih tak terasa apa2 di hati...

Pagi tadi, bila Abang sms... nak mandikan jenazah... Terasa sayu, sedih sangat dan menangis... kerana tak ada kat sana nak tengok Wey buat kali terakhir dan temankan Abang yang pastinya tengah sedih... Kemudian, Abang sms lagi update dah siap mandi dan Abang nangis bila teringat masa mandikan Wey masa Wey masih ada... Laju saja airmata mengalir...

Mintak Abang ciumkan Wey untuk El n Baby Caliph... Tapi, Abang sms, Abang tak nak cium takut nangis lagi atas jenazah. Tapi, El mintak Abang ciumkan Wey untuk El n Baby Caliph yang tak dapat tengok Wey untuk kali terahir... Akhirnya, Abang akur...

Wey dah selamat dikebumikan pada pukul 11:55 pagi tadi... Abang masukkan dalam liang lahad...

Selamat kembali ke rahmatulLah Wey...
Semuga roh Wey digolongkan di dalam golongan orang2 yang soleh, beriman dan muttaqin... Ameen.

After marrying my husband, I hardly know Wey actually. He was having Parkinson's disease and everything that he did was slow. He walked, talked, ate slowly... I couldn't understand what he was saying sometimes... But he recognised me as Abang's wife... We didn't get to know each other closely... but Abang reminded me always that Wey knew me and he didn't expect me to do more for Wey... Eventhough I didn't get to know Wey hardly, after his loss, i felt so sad and tears warmed my eyes... I missed him and I hope that he will forgive my weakness of not being a good daughter in law to him... WALLAHUA'LAM....




فرشي التراب
Farshi Al Turab
- Dust is my bed
compiled by Mutma'inaa
[06/04/2005]

فرشي التراب يضمني وهو غطائي
حولي الرمال تلفني بل من ورائي
واللحد يحكي ظلمة فيها ابتلائي
والنور خط كتابه أنسى لقائي

والأهل اين حنانهم باعوا وفائي
والصحب اين جموعهم تركوا اخائي
والمال اين هناءه صار ورائي
والاسم اين بريقه بين الثناءِ

هذي نهاية حالي فرشي الترابِ
والحب ودّع شوقه وبكى رثائي
والدمع جف مسيره بعد البكاء
والكون ضاق بوسعه ضاقت فضائي

فاللحد صار بجثتي أرضي سمائي
هذي نهاية حالي فرشي الترابِ
والخوف يملأ غربتي والحزن دائي
أرجو الثبات وإنه قسما دوائي

والرب أدعو مخلصا أنت رجائي
أبغي إلهي جنة فيها هنائي


Dust is my bed, embraces me and it’s my cover now
The sand surrounds me even behind my back
And the grave tells a dankness of my affliction
And the brightness draws a line……………

Where is my family’s love? They sold my loyalty!
And where is my group of friends? They left my brotherhood!
Where is the bliss of money? It’s behind my back now
And my name (reputation) where is it shine between praises

This is my end and this is my bed
And love farewells its longing and my elegizing cried
And the tears went dry after crying
And the universe became narrow and so is my space

And the grave became my ground and sky
This is my end and this is my bed
Fear fills my estrangement and sadness is my illness
I expect firmness and I swear it’s my cure

And for Allah i pray faithfully, you are my hope
Allah! I desire heaven, to find bliss in it

And for Allah i pray faithfully, you are my hope
Allah! I desire heaven, to find bliss in it.