Tuesday, January 30, 2007

UPDATES

Assalamualaikum...

Baby Caliph
Alhamdulillah, Baby Caliph is very active moving in the tummy... :) This morning, I put one of the mp3 player's earphone on the tummy. We both listening to Surah Maryam by Sheikh Misyari... Subhanallah... Baby Caliph really kicked so hard! So, I asked my husband to put his hand on the earphone on the tummy... He also could feel Baby Caliph kicking!...Baby Ummi so strong eh??!! ;) Alhamdulillah...

Wey Admitted
My father in law, Wey, admitted to HRPZII, Kota Bharu where my husband and I working. Last week, on Thursday, my husband was oncall. I finished work at 3 pm. My husband gave me a call saying that Wey was urinating blood (hematuria). I was so tired that time. So called my mother in law. She said that my sister in law planned to bring Wey to the Community Clinic to be seen by the specialist that night at 8pm. I told her that I want to tag along...

At 6pm, my mother in law called and I just woke up. After 'Asr, I went to my in laws' house at Pasir Pekan. When I saw the urine bag, it was BLOOD!!! Frank fresh blood!!! We called the Community Clinic, they said that the specialist won't come at 8pm but instead at 11pm... I told my husband and he suggested to bring Wey to Hospital Kota Bharu since I saw Wey was pale and having symptoms of anemia (due to loss of blood).

Alhamdulillah, since I was working at A&E, all the procedures were quite fast. We reached hospital by 10pm. I already called the doctor on call Urology who happened to be a good friend of mine earlier... Once I reached there, she came down and examine my father in law. My husband also was there to give the history... I just quickly register at A&E, simple clerking, and then brought Wey to X Ray... Asked the MA to take the blood and then, register for admission to the ward... Alhamdulillah, everything finished by 11:30pm.

In the ward, I sms all my in laws and my families... Talked to my father. I was the only one accompanied Wey that time since my brother and sister in laws went back to get things from home. My friend came at around 12:15midnight and did bladder irrigation. It was really bloody. I helped whatever I could help... Then I went home at 1:30am. My husband warned for me to go home since it was already late and I had to work morning the next day...

Alhamdulillah, after 3 days they did bladder irrigation, Wey's urine becoming more clearer and no more blood. On and off he had pain... InsyaAllah, plan for scope tomorrow and then hopefully Wey can go back home soon. Ameen...

I took 3 days leave while Wey admitted to ward. Initially planned to go back to KL since my 2nd cousin sister was getting married last Saturday. But, cancelled it because my husband didn't let me for so many times... Eventually, it turned out that my father in law admitted to the ward. I had to drive my mother in law back and forth to the hospital since my husband was oncall last Saturday. Well, that's just the little I could do, I guess as a daughter in law... ;)

But insyaAllah will go back to KL next week... My Mak's already waiting... :)

0850H: Receiving an sms saying that I have to go to the ward... See ya!

Saturday, January 20, 2007

BABY CALIPH

Assalamualaikum...

Salam Ma'al Hijrah buat semua pengunjung blog kita yang kurang menarik ini... Apesal ntah rasa macam nak "gatal tangan" nak tukar pulak blogskin blog kita ni... Syndrome pregnant lady ke??? hehe. Dah nak masuk 3 tahun kita berkecimpung dalam alam blog ini... Tak sangka ye? Dari zaman hingusan di Kolej hinggalah kini, bakal bergelar ibu??? ;) Seronok juga kalau difikirkan semula... Apa2pun, buat masa ni takde idea lagi nak blogskin apa... Nanti2la survey bila2 ada masa boring2 duk sorang2 kat rumah...

Baby Caliph???
Yup, my baby's name for the moment. I think I better start looking for all the babies' names or else my baby will just end up with the name, "WAN". hehe.... Anybody has any suggestion???

Baby Caliph's Story...
2 nights ago, Thursday, I was working nite from 10pm til 8am next day! It was really busy!!! I couldn't sleep at all that night... I was in charged of green and yellow zone. My senior incharged of the red zone. There were so many patients!!! Nonstop patients coming in and also waiting to be seen by me... Baby Caliph was also so active in the tummy... Maybe Baby Caliph couldn't sleep at all that night so, Baby Caliph played inside the tummy!!! Then, Subuh time, Baby Caliph moved so much that made me went to the pantry and drank milk and ate some biscuits... Then, Baby Caliph was asleep, I guess... ;)

Baby Caliph's Sleeping

The next morning, Jumu'ah, my husband was already waiting at home... We had our breakfast then, I couldn't tell much stories to my husband. My eyes just couldn't bare to be open. So, I slept until noon. After cooking, I realised that my baby didn't move move much... While having the lunch, I told my husband that I couln't feel Baby Caliph's moving... My husband said that since Baby Caliph was all awake the night before, of course, Baby Caliph was probably sleeping... That eveing, I was still tired and slept until near Maghrib. After having dinner, Baby Caliph still did move much... Where did Baby Caliph go???

Baby Caliph On TV
Last night, I had to work at night also. Baby Caliph did not move much... Really, I couldn't feel Baby Caliph moving at all... I told my husband. He said, take the mp3 player and put the earphones on the tummy... Last night, Alhamdulillah, it was not so busy. My senior asked me to go sleep first. So, I went in to sleep and put the mp3 on the tummy. After 2 hours of sleeping, I was asked to see the patients... After Subuh, there were no more patients to be seen. So, I went to the ultrasound machine at A&E and did the ultrasound scan myself... hehe... Baby Caliph was on the monitor... Baby Caliph was sleeping... I saw the head, the eyes, the nose, the mouth, the spine and Baby Caliph's little heart pumping.... Alhamdulillah... I couldn't see whether Baby Caliph has "lesung pipit" though... hehe. Then, suddenly, while I moved the scanner, Baby Caliph was stretching the right arm... Then I could feel Baby Caliph move!!! :D Syukur, Alhamdulillah!!! Well, whether Baby Caliph's a boy or a girl, I don't know how to tell and look for because Baby Caliph on the monitor was all black and white color... hehehe... I don't really know how to use the machine as well... that's actually the reason! ;)

OK... That's all about Baby Caliph. I wanted to print Baby Caliph's picture, but the keyboard was far away from me... Doing scan by myself, hehe! Today, Baby Caliph moved a lot while I was talking to my mother in law... Maybe Baby Caliph can't wait to see TokMa & TokWey soon... :) InsyaAllah...

May Baby Caliph healthy and become a good child and soon a pious person on earth... Ameen...

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

PAST HISTORY

Assalamualaikum...

Been away for awhile... quite a long time eh??? hehe. Sorry for the late updating! What had I been doing eh?? ? I'm also not sure myself... But the mood to blog was just not there, I guess...

My projects...
Well, I was busy altering some of the Curtains that I bought from Bundle (2nd hand shop, but the materials all from Korea/USA!!!!). It was for my youngest sister-in-law's new room... She got 10A's in SMU! My husband's real siblings are intelligent... They all had history of getting straight A's in all their exams in primary and secondary schools... Shame on me... huhu....

Actually the room was kind of a store room... but it turned out beautiful after the painting and of course the Bundle Curtains!!! hehe... The color is mixed pink and white... ;) My lil sis-in-law going to take SPM this year... so, her beloved brother, (who happened to be my husband... hehe) decided to create a very condusive environment for her to study for SPM... :)

Another thing that kept me away from the blog were... Movies!!! hehe. Well, I finished watching Korean movie, My Girl 15 episodes. Then, Japanese Movie, Densha Otaku 12 episodes... That's all....

My work....
For the past few weeks, I came across few cases for rape... The saddest story was a 2 years old girl was left in a house with a 16 years old cousin brother and when her mom came home, saw that there were bleeding from the her vagina and on her pampers... The girl was crying all along... She just couldn't sleep... Later, I found out that she got 3rd degree tear over her vagina... meaning that there's only few cm left that her vagina will extend to the anus... Astaghfirullahal'azim wa Na'uzubillah min zalik!!!

On that same day, I had to see another rape case of 16 years old girl. She was just so annoyed!!! When I asked her questions, she was smiling... then she giggles... She actually had been having sex with her boyfriend since 1 year ago!!! Will you call that RAPE???? Astaghfirullahal'azim... The reason that I had to see the case was because, her mom made a police report for her missing from home for 5 days. But suddenly!!! This ignorant child of her was telling me that she had been having sex for the past 5 nights, without her mom knowing it!!! I felt like hitting her with all the small stones that the pilgrimage used to throw over all the 3 Jamrahs....!!!
Wana 'uzubillahi min zalik!!!

The teenagers nowadays, you may be seeing them wearing tudung... but sadly... they told they already had been having sex a number of times... Ya Allah!!! Maybe one of the reason flooding in Johor caused by this??? La haula wala quwwata illa billah!!

My unforgettable experience...
Suddenly, I just remembered an incident that happened at A & E sometime last week... 42 years old, Malay, man with no known medical illness, came with typical chest pain and sweating. He was in Yellow Zone (less critical zone). When we did the ECG, showed that he had ST depression V3, V4, V5, V6. We treated him as unstable angina (someting like heart attack)... This was a case that needed to be sent to Red Zone (critical zone). He was quite stable when I asked history and examined him at Yellow Zone...

In Red Zone, while the assistant was trying to put the chest leads on him, suddenly I saw him stiff!!! I called my senior MO who was attending another 2 patient at the Red Zone. He shouted!! "PATIENT'S HAVING ARRHYTMIA!!!" The chest leads were not on the patient yet.. There was no pulse... CPR was commenced for few minutes. When the chest leads finally on the chest, the monitor showed that he was having Ventricular Fibrillation going to Ventricular Tachycardia... There was no pulse (This one I dunno how to explain, Maya, Kak Wan, help me a bit???) So, then, my senior MO used the defibrillator and said "CLEAR!!!" and shocked the patient with 360Joules. Then, patient's pulse was palpable. Patient was more alert and stable...

My senior then more relax... He taught and explained to me regarding what he was doing... While he was examining the patient, suddenly I saw the monitor... It's like the first one.. I shouted my senior MO's name and pointed to the monitor... He shouted again... "PATIENT'S GOING TO GET IT AGAIN!!!" Patient got stiffness all over the body again... Then, my senior MO used the defibrillator again and said "CLEAR" and shocked the patient with another 360Joules. Then, the patient revived back... Since he got 2 episodes of the similar event, my senior MO decided to intubate him... I was told to call Medical MO. After intubated, Alhamdulillah, nothing to worry insyaAllah....

I was trembling away the whole time I witnessing the event! It was the 1st time that I saw such case since I was never posted in Medical before. WALLAHUA'LAM... Syukur, my husband told that the patient was in ICU, stable... It was scary, but Alhamdulillah, I learned something on that day... Syukrillah....

Last but not the least....

My husband....
He had been busy thinking of so many things in his head... Sometimes, I don't have anything to say and I feel of being so helpless to him... I want to help him as much as I could, but he already been thinking about all the things so detail... So, the best that I can give to him is.... To be his listener... However no matter how bad things were going to be... He's always there for me... and never forgetting to let me know that he cares for me every single day... (syyyy... ;)) May Allah make things easy for him... La yukallifullLahu nafsan illa 'us'aha... Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir, Rabbi tammim Bilkhair Ya Kareem...

Sunday, January 14, 2007

IS IT JUST MY IMAGINATION???

"Ummi... Can you feel me kicking your tummy???"
I had been having sleepless nights these few nights...
Is it just my imagination???
Or is it true???
I think....
Allah didn't want me to fall asleep
and not feeling the first few kicks of His little creature in my tummy???
SUBHANALLAH!!!
ALHAMDULILLAH!!!
ALLAHUAKBAR!!!
Tonight, I just can't sleep...
Waiting for my husband to come back from his regular usrahs...
Then suddenly, I felt something over my tummy...
It giggles me... hehe

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Hello?!!


Just passing by... Will update another day insyaAllah.... tata!!!