Assalamualaikum...
Syukur Alhamdulillah... It's going to be 38 weeks tomorrow... And, syukur for a memorable experience Allah made me go through for the past 1 week...
BABY CALIPH STILL NOT OUTYupp! My Baby Caliph still not out yet for some reasons... When it was not the time for Baby Caliph to come out, Baby Caliph wanted to come out at only 28 weeks and 35 weeks. However, not Baby Caliph is reaching 38 weeks and still, no signs or symptoms that Baby Caliph will pop out any sooner... I wonder why??
Maybe Baby Caliph decided to stay in Ummi's womb a bit longer after making Ummi admitted to the ward twice!!! hehe. Well, I'm just hoping, praying and making du'as always Baby Caliph will pop out safely with somebody around and that would be Baby's Caliph Ayah... AMEEN.
WEY'S NOT WELL
My father in law was bed ridden for quite sometimes already. But he was getting worse last week. He couldn't eat/drink. He couldn't turn by himself... He was also having high grade fever and not settling even with antibiotic... It was very sad to hear Wey's condition over the phone from my husband. Syukur, my husband's siblings who were studying/staying at KL/Kuantan/Ipoh/Johor could come back to the house in time... They didn't want to bring Wey to the hospital seeing Wey's bad condition... So, my husband as a doctor in the house gave IV drip to Wey for 3 days and later on, he and the others decided to feed Wey through the Ryle's tube
(a tube inserted through the nose so that we can feed him with milk, at least). I felt guilty not being there to help out anything with Wey, but I'm myself not manageable... Just doa and pray for Wey... the least I could do...
UJIANIt had been long since I got tested from Allah... The last was maybe during the time I just got married... SO, finally, the BIG TEST came... Alhamdulillah...
It was Wednesday and my husband sent a sms saying that he was in bad mood after came back from work. I was at the immigration settling with my new helper's procedures. Alhamdulillah, we'll just have to call the immigration this week and get the exchange of majikan's name. Anyway, during the evening and at night, I tried to call my husband at 9:30pm for so many times. However there were no answers at all until at 10:15pm.. I tried to call his handphone, the house and my mother in law's house. My mother in law said she also tried to call but there was no answer from my husband. I was getting worried. I tried to contact Dr Nida and asked her to contact her husband to check out my husband at home. Her husband was oncall, but he already asked someoneelse to check on my husband... I was crying in heavy tears... and my pillow was soaked with tears!!!
Finally, my husband called at 10:15pm and said that he was sleeping. He was tired and put his phone in silent mode! I was so sad and worried! If anything happen to him, nobody knows... and if I were to deliver during that time... How could I possibly contact him???? :(
Since he was at my in law's house, he said that he would call me later. So, he called me after midnight. I was tired crying. When I answered his call, I couldn't hold my tears and I couldn't talk much... Then, later, he told me that Wey was not well. He said that there was possibility that he couldn't make it to visit me at KL during the weekend. Early last week, he already booked the flight ticket to come to KL last Friday morning. I was sad and crying but at the same time I knew that my husband couldn't do much about the situation...or UJIAN... :(
The next day, Thursday, my husband had to be oncall. I was still sad over what he told me the night before. My eyes were swollen!!! I couldn't open my eyes properly when I went to the antenatal check up at Hospital Serdang. I was telling my little brother about what happened. He later on bought me ABC to cheer me up! I felt better after my twin told me to be patient and made me realise that this is the UJIAN that I have to face... and syukur Alhamdulillah.. later that day, I could accept the fact that my husband may not come to KL to visit me. He had bigger responsibility to his father who's not well. He just couldn't leave Wey like that.... He called me that night and told me that he was not coming....
I read the story of Siti Hajar being left by her husband, Nabi Ibrahim at Mecca alone with Nabi Ismail... It made me realise a lot of things and one of it is,
Ujian orang lain lagi hebat dari apa yang aku hadapi!! Since it was Lailul Jumu'ah, my family had solat hajat and read the surah Yassin together. After that, I read the qur'an and that morning, solat tahajud and solat hajat.. and pray and du'a for Allah's forgiveness and not to make me feel sad knowing that my husband not coming to KL...
(to be continued... ngantuk nak tido....)
