Wednesday, October 19, 2005

MISSING MECCA... WORKING WORLD

Assalamualaikum
Alhamdulillah... syukur kepada Allah, diberi kesempatan untuk type sket kat sini... Just came back from work in HKL, Surgery dept. I'm put in Vascular Team... Synonym with me la... My vascular tak lepas2... amik darah asyik tak dapat... paling sedih hari ni la... macam2 jadi hari ni yang menyebabkan low motivation la... Tapi, ada hikmahnya insyaAllah. Dapat balik awal.. balik rumah!!! yeye! hehe. Alhamdulillah....

Bila dah keadaan macam ni, memang ingat Allah selalu. Doa selalu. Muga Allah berikan petunjuk n cara mcm mana nak amik blood dgn betul n berjaya! Doakan ye sesape yang melawat kat sini.. Biar saya jadi doktor yang cepat pick up sket! coz tagging habis dah ahad ni. Next week dah start oncall. If I don't learn faster, i'll be having difficult time next week... Doakan banyak2 ye! Biaq pandai sikit 2 tangan Allah beri ni.. Ameen!

Hmmm... bila dah susah2 camni... memang ingat sangat2 la kat Mekah n Madinah! Tak sabar nak pergi sana sekali lagi... But just imagine la.. We had ujian Ramadhan b4 going and coming back to Msia. Masa nak pergi, dah delay dari 28/9/05 ke 2/10/05. Pastu, 2/10/05, flight patut pukul 9:45, delay 1:45. Tak habis kat situ je citernya, last2, dah masuk waiting area, delay lagi at 3pm!!! When we arrive Jeddah, sent jemaah to WEFADA hotel. Then, we went to Al Fayroz Hotel... Pastu byk la ujian2 Ramadhan di bumi Allah... Memang kena pikir positif je..

Time nak balik pun flight delay.... Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir...

Oklah... Citer kat Mekah tak sempat nak story. But it was so good to be there! Memang seronok... Dapat pi Madinah, Mekah, ziarah2... and of courselah Jabal Rahmah. hehe. Balik dari sana, pakai inai Mekah. Semua kat wad tanya, "Dah kawin ke?" hehe. Pelik gak la sebab inai yang duk pakai ni terhitam.. tapi barakah Mekah, depa kata cantik! hmmm... Anyways, ada sorang HO ckp, "Belum nak kawin lagi, tapi tak lama lagi tu nak kawin la." Ameen. Ameen. Doa Ramadhan oooo... dah la orang yang x berapa rapat lagi doakan. :) Ameen... ;)

Kak Wan... Maya... ada Fong sekali kat situ. Best la! :) Dia bagi support mcm dulu gak la. Tak gi Gym dah, dah kurus mamat tu. Like dulu2, semua HO n nurses duk suka kat kehenseman n baikhatinya dia. :)

Anyways.. setakat itu dulu cerita kami. Mau bersihkan diri n titon. Esok kena bertolak awal...

Take care. Doakan tau... Doa utk org lain, dapat ke dia dulu. ;) Wokes. Huggies

Friday, September 30, 2005

AKHIRNYA... HASRAT BERTEMU DENGANNYA DI RUMAH NYA AKAN TERCAPAI...

Assalamualaikum...

:) Yup... Still here. Tak jadi pi umrah Rabu lepas... Tapi ada hikmah terbesar di sebalik kejadian tak dapat pergi pada hari tersebut. Alhamdulillah... things happen for gud reasons! :) Allah knows best!

Tapi, insyaAllah kami akan ke sana Ahad ni... Flight cancel Rabu lepas sebab Saudi Airline. Ahad ni insyaAllah naik MAS pagi! :) Alhamdulillah... 3 hari lepas tu, makcik pakcik geng sebelah Ayah pulak ke sana. Ada rezeki, dapatlah jumpa depa kat sana... :)

Seminggu yang lepas banyak hal yang berlaku.... tapi tak sempat la nak stori mori mlm ni... kena jahit karung untuk kasut. hehe. Kelakar gak la pack barang dengan Mak... tapi best! :)

Oklah... Sekadar itu sahaja dulu. InsyaAllah more stories after I come back...
Minta maaf banyak2 pada sesiapa yang tersampai ke blog ni. Especially those kawan2 rapat yang tau pasal blog ni.... Maaf banyak2... zahir n batin. Tak sempat nak call setiap sorang sebab duk sibuk menjahit n pack barang! Maaf ye!!! Doakan kita selamat berangkat ke Madinah, Mekah n diberi kesihatan yang baik untuk mengerjakan ibadah di sana di bulan RAMADHANNNN!!! :)

Alhamdulillah..
Hugs to sisters... Doa for all insyaAllah... Muahs!

Friday, September 23, 2005

JUMU'AH SA'EEDAH

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah... Syukur Ya Allah... Alhamdulillah... :)

Alhamdulillah 1
Pagi tadi sms kat doktor kat KK Putrajaya. Tanyakan result blood tests. Buat last Thursday, sekali dengan medical checkup untuk masuk kerja. (awal2 lagi dah buat!!! hehe.) Syukur sangat bila dapat sms dari doktor sana saying that, "Alhamdulillah, semuanya normal." SubhanaLlah!!! Alhamdulillah!!! Allahuakbar!!! Sujud syukur.... mengalir air mata kesyukuran... :)

Lebih kurang setahun lepas, posting di medical ward selama 1 bulan. Terpaksa menyiapkan log book, tulis medical cases in the book. I was looking for a respiratory case. Kebetulan, ada sorang kakak tu, had severe breathlessness and cough. I took history from her... She was married to a drug addict. She didn't know until her husband was admitted to the hospital. He had HIV+ve with Tuberculosis. Poor thing, she got infected from her husband. Her husband passed away 1 year ago. :( After taking history, I examined her without using gloves... She had HIV+ve and oppurtunistic infections, Pneumoconiosis Pneumonia and Oral Candidiasis. For 2-3 days, I went to do follow ups and she was getting worse. However, later I was changed to another posting... So, I didn't know what happened to her... Since then, I was worried.... but, syukur Alhamdulillah, I'm fine. :) InsyaAllah, after this, going to start work soon, will be extra careful.. :)

Alhamdulillah, bersyukur sangat dengan nikmat kesihatan yang diberikanNya... :)

Alhamdulillah 2
Petang semalam Mak fon bgtau ada tiket AIRASIA murah ke KB. 80% off=RM120. Mak tanya nak ikut ke tak... I already planned to go Kursus Kawin this weekend. So, I sms to her to ask Ayah. Then, she called again, and said Ayah ckp, "Ikutlah." So, I agreed to her. So... flying to KB tomorrow insyaAllah. 20 minutes difference from Mak's flight. Actually, Mak, Ayah n Ajin are going there this weekend coz we'll be celebrating Raya in KL not in Besut rumah Tok Ayah... coz Apis will be having his SPM on the 5th Raya.

:) It was all His plans... not mine...

Alhamdulillah 3
InsyaAllah, Mak, Atok, Nenek n I will be going Umrah next Wednesday on the 28th September 2005. :) Perasaan bercampur. Takut ada. Seronok ada. Tak sabar pun ada. :) Dah lama menanti saat untuk melaksanakan umrah... and Alhamdulillah, ada rezeki dapat ke sana. Mula2, takde connecting flight if we used ENRICH points. So, Mak used agency... :) Alhamdulillah....

InsyaAllah, akan ku sujud syukur di depan rumahMu... atas segala nikmat kesihatan, kejayaan, kasih sayang dan segalanya yang telah Kau berikan kepadaku selama ini.... atas segala ujian yang telah Kau timpakan ke atasku kerana terlalu banyak pengajaran yang telah ku belajar dari ujian2Mu..... InsyaAllah.... :)

p/s: Jumu'ah Sa'eedah wa barakah... 19 Sya'aban 1426

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

PENING

Hari ini, kepala semakin pening....
Alhamdulillah, terjumpa sesuatu...
Dari missapple.blogspot

--->DOA NABI TIKA DI TAIF

Ya ALlah,
kepada-Mu aku mengadukan kelemahanku,
kurangnya kesanggupanku,
dan ketidakberdayaan diriku berhadapan dengan manusia.

Wahai Zat Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang,
Engkaulah pelindung bagi si lemah,
dan Engkau jualah pelindungku.
Kepada siapakah diriku hendak Engkau serahkan?

Jika Engkau tidak murka kepadaku,
maka semua itu tak kuhiraukan,
kerana sungguh besar nikmat yang telah Engkau limpahkan kepadaku.

Aku berlindung pada sinar cahaya Wajah-Mu,
yang menerangi kegelapan dan mendatangkan kebajikan di dunia dan di akhirat,
dari murka-Mu yang hendak Engkau turunkan kepadaku.

Hanya Engkaulah yang berhak menegur dan mempersalahkan diriku sehingga Engkau berkenan.
Sungguh tiada daya dan kekuatan apa pun selain dari keizinan-Mu.

*Ya Allah, tenangkanlah hati hambaMu.... Ku berserah segalanya kepadaMu...*

EMAILS...

Lots of thanks, lots of thanks for remembering and paasing on complements.
God bless you on your splendid success in your academic life as well as on your personal and social life.

Congratulations on your graduation. You were rewarded for your hard work. Thanks for the beautiful piece of artwork. All the best for your future undertakings and keep your good work going.

Thank you for the gift sent by you. Your thoughtfulness and remembering the teachers meant a lot to me. You have always been a good student and worked hard for your success so there is no need to be sorry for anything.Wish you all the best in your future endeavours.May God bless you.

Emails from my lecturers... They are making me wanting to become a teacher/lecturer lah... how lah? hehe